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Apr. 4th, 2006 | 04:30 pm
mood: calm calm

Ok well today has been interesting to say the least...
I am home alone well not really alone...

Alex is here with me, I know when some people read this they are gonna say she is crazy.
Well Guess what. I am.

But I know without a doubt that he was making his presents known to me today.
First the mattress that sites in the hall was fell over..It has never done that as
long as it has been sitting there. Then I am sitting here watching tv and well it
goes off. I don't have the remote and the electric didnt go off. The remote is over
on the love seat in the living room. Then to top it off, Melissa had bought Alex a
my first eater bunny which I have sitting up on the mantle beside of his picture, well
I happened to notice it wasn't sitting there, oh look it is on the love seat also.

For anyone who doesn't know, the love seat is where Alex always napped and that is where
he was sleeping on the day that started the nightmare that is now real life for us.

Alex, I love you baby boy...thank you for letting me know that even though you are not
here with me in body, that your spirit will always be with me. Missing you hurts so bad
but knowing that you are around this house helps to comfort me.

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From: fairyzeal
Date: Apr. 4th, 2006 10:13 pm (UTC)

I was curious how long it would take for him to start playing games.

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